Fang and Jordyn back from the hospital

i watched as he pulled in then i slowly got out and leaned on the car.

I get out and see my flock already napping the the trees and I walk over to you "you okay?"

i nod and looked at him and smiled "i'm sorry fang"

"for what?"

i sighed and walked over to him my hands on my stomach "for not being able to keep our baby alive without it killing me" i had tears falling down my face again as i looked to the ground

"don't worry about it that past is the past u just have to look at the Future"

i nodded and kissed his cheek "we can try again when i'm better"

'i no' i say and walk her to the apartment

when we got in i went and laid down on the couch and closed my eyes my hand still on my stoamch

I went into the kitchen and fixed your favorite Dinner and walked into the Living room and gave you a plate "I fixed your favorite" I say and sit next to you and put an arm around you

i kissed his cheek and started eating smiling "thank you"

I eat to and turn on the T.V. and on the news channel its something about abortions so I change it quickly

i look down at my food playing with it and not eating it "it's ok Fang we didn't get an abortion...."

"I know I just don't want to see that" he said and it turned to (what channel does she like(because I was going to say Comedy Central or animal planet))

(uh..... adult swim.... animal channel.)

i looked up at him "i'm sorry honey." i closed my eyes and leaned on him when i finished eating.

we watched adult swim what was on was a family guy marathon I laughed "this is what we used to watch when we stayed a cabin" I say and look out the window and see them watching it through the window

i looked too then got up slowly and walked to the bathroom my mind rushing with thoughts.

I walked to the window and opened it the screen already taken off by Iggy "what are you guys doing?"
"well I thought we would come into the house for a little bit" said iggy and he let angel come through first
"fang we all now that oyu can't say no" she said and fang backed up and let them all in "well why wouldn't you just take the stairs the last thing we need is for the police to report mutant bird kids causing disturbence for apartment dwelers"

when i came back out i looked at them stoping in my steps "uh... door next time? i just about had a heart attack" i smiled then looked at them and noticed there was still one missing i sighed and thought it's all my fault she left and it's my fault i lost the baby i went back to the couch and curled up

Fang walked over to her "whats wrong I mean except the sudden people here?"

i looked up at him "nothing Fang." i looked at the T.V. "just thinking about your sister leaving cause of me."

"look its just because we've had akward moments. I mean when I kissed for the first time she got jealous and when I tried to be with her she shook me off. she can't be with me and she can't be with out me" I say and put my arm around her

i snuggled with him and buried my head in his chest "oh. well she can't have you your mine"

I chuckle happily and snuggle with you Gazzy makes the gag motion and iggy slaps his head "wait now how come you can't see us rolling our eyes yet you saw me do that?" "I didn't see it I heard it" he said and listened to the T.V.

i giggled and looked up at the others and smiled "get used to it" i say then kissed Fang