the first part of the labour was painful until they gave me an epidural to dull the pain. after an hour of contractions zack slid into the skilled hands of the OB, carlos cut the cord and the baby was checked over and cleaned and handed back in a few moments, after checking him over myself i let him feed.
"Thankyou so much" i said looking at my new husband through more unshed tears.
"Zach Michael Santino" i smiled at him and when they asked for the parents names i gave them carlos as the father and i watched a tear slid from his eye. Only a hand ful of people knew i had been raped and zack would grow up KNOWING carlos was his father and maybe one day.........NO i shook my head i would NEVER EVER tell Zack i had been raped and he was the result. i watched the child guzzle the milk and then he slept.